After another short night I want to articulate the intense energetic update we are currently going through. We are at the beginning of 10 consecutive days of transforming and transmuting!
Whatever is reaching us energetically and flows through us is intensifying, to help us continue to transform and let go.
Everyone will react differently from day to day during this portal period. You have been prepared, you may have experienced unexpected tiredness, doubting, unrest, headache or pain in the stomach, or sleep disturbances. Nothing should surprise you in the upcoming days. You can expect intense heat- or cold waves; these are all energetic waves coming in to help you cleanse and heal.
Final conversions
Within your body all sorts of processes are taking place that will bring about eventual and final conversions. Be aware that these are much deeper than you have ever experienced! You are literally taken by the hand and be ‘confronted’ with these conversions, because it is time to leave behind the old land of duality and lack. But before this is possible, all thoughts and connections that keep you stuck in the old land must come to the surface.
These days a lot of inner turmoil can emerge anyway. You shouldn’t take that too dramatically; it is a struggle with patterns that have determined your choices and actions for many lifetimes. It’s about finally releasing yourself from all illusions, from all drama, from all thought patterns and, with that, creation cycles, which you subconsciously still based on impossibilities and lack.
What if you would allow yourself to be happy?
You will meet inner thoughts that are still based on fear, instead of love. Lack of trust in things coming to a good end will colour your emotions. It’s almost scary to embark on a new adventure that could make you incredibly happy, because deep down, the ego is afraid that this will lead to the next disappointment!
Old emotions will want to be articulated, that have become stuck inside your system a long time ago, from old depressing thoughts and beliefs that you will not be able to make it, that you aren’t able to handle it, that it’s impossible that humanity is truly waking up, that first certain disasters will have to take place that can potentially also end ‘wrong’.
Fatalistic thoughts
Very close to yourself you will discover that the faith, and the feeling that you are connected to God and higher dimensions, can sometimes be paper thin or non-existing. The inner knowing that is connected to your Soul’s purpose for this lifetime can feel very strong and true one moment; the other moment it can feel as if lead is being attached to your legs and you will never be able to reach the promised, ‘new’ land. Thoughts can occur that you will be forever chained to this world of duality and never will be able to walk your inner path to freedom, fulfilment and joy.
This all stems from an old, fatalistic part of yourself that wants to be seen. You have faced many huge turnarounds that didn’t lead to an increase in consciousness, but to a decrease of consciousness. This clarifies the heaviness, darkness and gloom you may relapse into at times. It’s essential now that you keep realising that you, and many with you at the same time, have become so conscious that this time you are in fact able to face and see through these shadow-memories. If you truly realise they’re not related to the NOW moment, but that these memories want to be released NOW, from your cells and cell-memory to flow away, you will be able to allow the process with so much love and compassion.
Embrace yourself with Unconditional Love
Allow yourself to be carried. Surrender! Don’t fight whatever wants to be released from your system. Don’t pretend anything. You do not have to behave as an enlightened being when you go outside. Be real! You are a human in the process of remembering your own Divinity. You are working so hard to awaken in the love that is always and forever flowing through you. The entire creation of All That Is is being held together by this divine, unconditional love, that radiates as powerfully in the shadow as it does in the light. Allow this light to embrace those parts of yourself that don’t feel divine, those parts that aren’t able to feel connected to the Divine that is present within and around you.
It’s ok to feel tired, exhausted or stressed, if that is what you feel. The fact we still find this hard, is because of the old label with a negative connotation. It will serve you if you also adapt your vocabulary to the all-encompassing Love. You are in incessant transformation- and deepening processes and in the upcoming days many things will be ‘reset’ within you. Allow it, you are being carried and guided. In the remaining days, only focus on and do the things that are truly necessary. Don’t give energy to unnecessary 3D activities, as in this way you slow down the big conversion that is taking place from within to outside of us.
What fits your soul resonance?
If you feel restless, not grounded or knocked out of balance: examine whatever is under this unrest. It will be something very old, that can finally leave your system.
Maybe there are feelings or beliefs of unsafety, danger, of ‘I need to do something, otherwise it will go wrong’. Often we feel more powerful from our masculine side, the side that acts and is used to face and solve problems head on. It still takes time getting used to allowing the more feminine softness when things are going different from what we expected.
A lot is being crystallised now from what fits your exact Soul resonance. Whatever doesn’t fit will give an obstruction, a resistance. It can feel as if you a walking into a closed door and being told ‘no’. Don’t allow yourself to think this means you’re not being loved or wanted! The opposite is true; with great carefulness and patience you are being guided exactly to those places where you can close some doors to the past. New doors will open and you’ll discover higher versions of yourself, from your Soul and Divinity. The road there is a spiral, and you may meet similar resistances along the way at times, but don’t allow this to discourage you; know that you are cleansing into the deepest levels.
Highly sensitive emissaries of the Light
If you are a highly sensitive person, chances are that you are facing feelings and thoughts that this world you’re currently in is too hard and demanding for you and you may feel them with more intensity. You may feel you won’t be able to maintain your softness, openness and vulnerability. This is an old, relative truth, that tells you about the lives in which you as a Emissary of the Light incarnated in much lower levels of consciousness, with the goal to keep the fire of Christ Consciousness burning on Earth. Many lifetimes you have been a beacon of Light and Love, in cold, dark fields and you have ‘sacrificed’ lowering your frequency to such an extent that allowed you to be present in a physical body here on Earth, to remind your fellow humans to the Divine spark they also carry, but forgot about.
Many of these lifetimes were harder and more difficult than you had hoped, because you too got caught in the lower density fields with all its illusions anyway. These lives had so much value, though and were necessary to climb the ladder back to consciousness. There is no other planet than Mother Earth giving us as souls so many opportunities to grow fast, thanks to the far-reaching duality she continues to allow. She too makes this ‘sacrifice of Love’, but with a wonderful goal and from a deep knowing that there is no greater contribution within the Divine than to contribute to the development of consciousness and the awakening of humanity.
The Divine Guidance is inside of you
Realise YOUR contribution, YOUR Love! You are here because you chose to from a deep-rooted devotion. When you truly start to realise the greatness of the golden thread through all your lifetimes; then the fight and struggle start to cease, will there be surrender to the divine guidance, that will be felt to the bone!
Do you really believe the Light World and your own higher parts would ever abandon you? They are with you, day and night, and give guidance and direction to the process that you won’t be able to witness with your 3D perception.
Receive, whatever it is, even if you think you’re not receiving anything. An incomprehensible amount of crystal, golden and diamond light frequencies are flowing to and through you, that can do their work best when you are in connection with yourself, resting, feeling and allowing.
Contribute to the work of liberaration!
Share with like-minded people what you experience. Don’t underestimate what one word of love, or a loving look can mean to your fellow human being! If you feel an impulse: follow it. You are freeing yourselves and others from lives in which we lost our realisation of our Divine Authority along the way. This loss has made us doubt the loving impulses within ourselves. Step through, through these thoughts. Follow every impulse of Love, within and without, because she stems from the Divine Presence that can do her work of liberation through you!
So in the upcoming days give space to all that wants to be felt and may flow out and away from you. It becomes softer whenever you’re able to do this from gratitude, as you have now truly reached the threshold to the new life. No life, no fight and struggle has been in vain, as humanity is truly approaching the Great Awakening, step by step, layer after layer. In part thanks to your contributions in many previous incarnations, and your current surrender to the guidance of the Divine Presence within you.
Mieke Vulink
www.miekevulink.nl