For all of you, whether you are a man or a woman, it is of vital importance that you recognize the pain that is naturally inside you as a human being and take care of it. As you treat yourself with kindness, with gentleness, you start to recognize your own healing energy. You first have to give that healing energy to yourself.

I ask you to identify that voice in yourself that criticizes and exhorts you to improve yourself, comments about how you look and what you feel, think, and do. There is a sharp voice somewhere inside you, a relentless inner critic. Essentially this is the voice of fear in you: the fear of failure, of not being good enough; the fear of being abandoned.

Planting the seeds of the Christ Energy was a combined effort, not confined to one single human being. It was the birth of something new and it was borne by many. Jeshua was the most visible personification of it, but there were many around him who helped him bear it.

You all are trying to find a balance between your earthly being and your soul being. The merging of your soul with your earthly self is often confusing for you. How do you integrate both?

Many are awake in that they intellectually know the principles of truth but think of it something interesting to discuss but too impractical to actually take seriously or live. Truth must be known and practiced until it eventually through grace becomes your state of consciousness where it then flows as who and what you are in every moment of every day and in every circumstance.

The soul’s journey towards conscious creation. Part IV: Level 3 – The old soul’s journey: the awakening of the soul as a conscious creator. Pamela Kribbe channels Jeshua with an introductory meditation by Gerrit Gielen.

You are truly in the process of a new birth. Just before the new emerges, there is always a difficult moment: the death struggle of the old. But do not let that deceive you. I want to point out to you now three pitfalls you may encounter in letting go of the old.

Humanity doesn’t need saints and guru’s who teach from a pulpit or pedestal, but real flesh and blood people who have experienced darkness and light by themselves and are able to embrace both without judgment.

Jeshua will clarify how the soul is attracted to what it wants to learn. It attracts circumstances that put its blind spots center stage. The soul attracts darkness (crises, challenges) to enable itself to shine light on it. The basic engine behind this creation process is still Emotion but as you mature and move into higher levels of evolution, the basic engine becomes Consciousness.

How the astral world influences us, and how we can detach ourselves from it and break the hold it has on us, is what this piece is about.