Are you afraid of love?

 

The story I want to tell is when I first came to the man in the chair who sits here now channeling, this you hear which is Kryon. I am so in love with all of you even as you listen to this. This is his story from my side.

 

When he finally sat in the chair, this engineer, in his mid-40s, he gave an ultimatum you might say. He was tired of what was going on in his life and what he was being told, and the synchronicities that would put him in the chair, but he had to see for himself if there was something there. So what he said to Spirit, as we all gathered around, figuratively holding our breath you might say, the guides, the angels, all of us. He said: “If you’re there, show me.”

 

I have no words in your language, but I have a lot of love. That was the point at which we had permission to show him. We knew who he was. We couldn’t do it subtly. It had to be something he would remember for life that would either change him or put him in permanent denial forever. He sat in the chair and we smothered him with the love of his soul, the love of the Creator, the love of his ancestors. We smothered him. He melted. He sobbed. He went into a state he didn’t expect and he popped out of the chair angry, and we knew we had him.

 

We had him with the love that he’d never experienced before, and this is what I want to talk about. From his standpoint, he may even have had a trip to the other side of the veil for just a moment. He may have felt home. He may have felt the ancestors. He may have felt everything there was to feel. And every cell of his body was awakened with love.

 

And what happened is it made him uncomfortable. He would say later before he sat in the chair, “Don’t do that again. Give it to me slowly because I can’t take it.” And so we did, but we got his attention. And every time he sat down, like he sits today, we come in immediately, quickly, without question, and he can feel what he feels now. He is in a different place, you might say, filled with safety, filled with a love that is permanent and unconditional and unchanging. That’s the love that Spirit has for you.

 

The rest is history with him in that he took three years, Dear Ones, to assimilate the reality from who he was to who he would become - three years. Now in that time of 1989 and in those conditions and in the culture for its day, this is understandable. There are many today who are awakening in this fashion almost overnight. They start to see that the love that they felt and are feeling and that is new was always there, and so they are welcoming it in and saying, “I knew it was possible.”

 

Are you afraid of love? Your culture does not embrace such a thing. It wants you to be a little more serious perhaps, even if you’re a fun person. They don’t want you to be suddenly spiritually filled with so much love you’re going to change on them. There is a cultural pressure not to awaken. Some of it is created by your institutions, the ones that are spiritual who say, “You have to be in the corner. You’re not worthy. Don’t do this. Don’t do that.” Therefore this love can never get to you. And you have then believed that and it keeps you at bay, you might say, from saying, “Show me.”

You’re not afraid of love perhaps from an individual - romantic. You’re not afraid of love that would come pouring at you from an animal, your pet, and you’d welcome that. But boy when it comes to receiving the love of the Creator, you’re very careful. And some of you said, “I want to go everywhere but there. I don’t want to do that.” Because what are the fears is that you will change. That’s what you’ve been told. You’ll be changing.

 

I would like to tell you the truth right now. Will you change? Absolutely! But the change is going to be a benevolent, beautiful one that you will never forget that will take you into a peaceful countenance; an existence that is different from the old you. One that does not have worry all the time. One that is not in fear all the time. One who sees a perception of others completely differently than you might before that time when you said, “Show me.”

 

You’re afraid because you’re told you should be. And then there are those of you, you old souls, who are starting to say, “What if, what if I always had the ability for this love? What if it’s always been here inside me and that I’ve sheltered it. What if I have closed it in with the filters of my time and my day? What if it’s bigger that I thought?”

This month is celebrated for love. It is indeed romantic love, but it goes so much further. It’s permission to talk about love. In the Circle of Twelve tonight, we’re going to continue this idea that there is so much love around you that you are not necessarily accepting or aware of or - are you ready - taking advantage of. In other words, what if love itself, especially from the Creator has an energy that can permeate yourselves, your cells, your very biology?

 

What if this love can settle things down for you in that which is your consciousness or the things that perhaps bother you? What if it’s more than just sitting and being loved? What if it’s a salve, an ointment you might say of peace for you, that flows over you, pours over you, that you can sit and go, “Oh, if I’d known this was there, I would have done it when I was a kid. If I’d known this was there, I would have done it first thing, as soon as I woke up. If I’d known this was there, I would have been a different person a long time ago.”

 

That’s what we’re telling you, Dear Ones. You are magnificent. You are dearly loved, all of you - from that which you say is God, the Creative Source. Maybe it’s time you said: “Show me.”

And so it is.

Kryon